Numbness and AGUA!

HOLY MOLY!

MY LIP IS NUMB! I went to the dentist today and thankfully, they numbed my mouth. Thank you Dentist! Except it's been a few hours and I was really, really thirsty so I got a drink.

Bad idea.

The drink is all over my shirt. I can't quite swallow. But I don't want to change.

Hmmm. Good thing it was water???

this water bottle says,
"As in life, chill for best results"

How can a water bottle be more rational than me?
Good glory hallelujah.

Mean... italicized

I was mean today.
I'm not normally mean.
I'm not saying I'm a perfect person or anything close to that but I'm not normally mean. There's a difference between... mean and mean. (The latter is the worst-- which was what I was today!)
It's been on my mind all day today.
I knew it was happening when it was happening so why did it turn out the way it did?
I'd like to say I'm sorry.
I never want to be mean again.

untitled.

I want to know if I can be happy with a normal life. I don't want to go on and on because I know it will sound stupid but I was thinking about it today and it got me thinking: Is my small life going to feel worth it in the end, will it feel worth it now? It doesn't at this very moment.

But I hope so. Because I don't want to envy someone my whole life who IS living an eventful life. Who IS living a dream of mine. I don't want to waste valuable time doing something that doesn't make me happy.

I also don't think I should write anymore for fear of my legitimate concern sounding like a legitimate rambling session. Oh bother. But for real, I want to be content with my decisions. I want to be ok with the fact that my life might go unnoticed by the world.

Jim Face

What do you think of my Jim Face?



I've worked pretty hard on it.

Woe Is Me

Oops... I did it again. My deepest apologies my dear friends. I was busy yesterday to say the least and I did not post a Feel Good movie Friday. (It's kind of okay though because I didn't watch any movies I was passionate about this week)

But let me tell you why I was busy. It starts out at about 2:50 pm. My aunt, very graciously, offers to drive me to work. So we're outside on my drive way when she says, "I can't find my keys." Uh-oh... After a five minute search all through the house and with no luck, my Mom ends up jumping in her car and driving me. (I should probably add that they did find the keys... eventually) When I get to work, I end up starting in my least favorite slide as it is directly in the sun and it was about 102 degrees. Fahrenheit. Holy hotness. After 30 minutes of unfortunate heat, I rotated to the next slide where I was forced to turn away little boys who were only two inches off from the height requirement. I am pretty sure I am on their naughty lists.

this is how frustrated i was

At the top tower I dealt with many a jerk who did not care about safety. That makes me angry. I'm trying to keep them safe. They are looking for thrills and have no respect for anyone but their thrill seeking buddies. Not a good combination.

On my break, I learned that the girl I asked to cover the shift directly after mine that day (I was working a double) had called and told me she decided to go to a party instead. Therefor, during my meant to be air conditioned break on a comfy couch in a trailer, I ended up standing outside in the hot sun making phone calls to everyone who wasn't already working. None of them could do it. None. Except my favorite phone call was to a young man who told me "I have family coming in this evening." That's totally fine. I completely understand. I'm not a heartless person you know? But here's the catch. A quick 30 minutes later, I head back to my slide only to see the same young man get in line for my slide. I don't think he saw me working it. (because if he did, he would have run away. Fast.) When he got in his words were, "You're probably wondering why I'm here." Uhhhhh yah.

On our last rotation I dropped my favorite lip gloss down the slide.
And got stung by a bee.
It hurt.
But it didn't end badly! Don't you worry. I got someone to cover my shift- a little late but oh well. Thank you kind sir, for making my terrible day a little less terrible. Almost good.

i bet this bee's brother is the bee that stung me

Our friend Anne

BREAKING NEWS: this article is from imdb.com

Hathaway Surprises Fans With Pizza

15 July 2009 5:16 AM, PDT

Anne Hathaway rewarded fans waiting in line to see her final performance in Shakespeare play Twelfth Night - by bringing them pizza.

Theatre lovers desperate to see Hathaway close her run in New York's annual Shakespeare in the Park event last week (09-12Jul09) had to wait overnight for tickets, which were made available on a first-come, first-served basis.

But queueing fans got more than just a pass to the show - the actress arrived at 3am on Sunday to personally thank them for their support.

And she didn't show up empty-handed - generous Hathaway brought a giant box of pizza and offered a slice to every person in line.

Isn't that so incredibly kind? If I were a movie star, I think I would be nice- at least I really really hope... like Anne Hathaway.

Red Hat Society

I had a red hat society photo shoot today.

When I grow old, I hope to be apart of that club.

But only if I could wear a new red hat each time.

What is it that they do exactly?